The tone of this blog greatly changes over time, and covers a variety of topics. These thoughts are musings of mine that taunt my soul. This blog is for me, and not for you. However, I would lie if I did not write it in a way to effect a change. These things are very hard to convey correctly. I am sure that I have misspoken many times in my writings. Please criticize constructively, and help me to find and portray clarity. Many of these thoughts will not be relevant to you. Most will not help you. Some might if you happen to be ready for them. Some things you will not really "know" until you really feel it. Do not accept anything I say as truth. Think for yourself. Take it in if it makes sense. Don't if it does not.
I do speak of God occasionally, I do my very best to stay away from preaching, and keep it strictly neutral and objective. I am still struggling in myself with this. Please tell me if you feel pushed away by anything I say.
I am a student at Kansas State University. I am majoring & mastering in Computer Science with two years of school under Mechanical Engineering. I also handle systems engineering & administration at my current job.